wanted: motivation

i'm really in need of some major motivation right now. i'm so frustrated with the mess in my house, the unfinished tile job in the bathroom, the heap of dirty laundry, the baskets of folded clean laundry, the pending bills and all the projects that i have on my to do list...but i don't have enough motivation or energy to do anything about it. maybe it's just that i don't know where to start or, even more likely, it's just that we have way too much junk and it makes it overwhelming. i through stuff away as i walk through all the time, but evidentally not enough. even my pest control guy told me we need more room after trying to spray my house. i think i keep hoping it will just take care of itself, but have come to the unfortunate conclusion that's not going to happen. each time we walk through a model home, i think "i'm going to get my house looking like this"...but then reality clicks in. we do still have to live here. kyra's been coming in my room asking to see my bugs under my bed...not that i've ever seen any, but still...that's just sad. any motivation anyone can offer would be greatly appreciated and gladly accepted.