my confused brain

i still haven't figured out why i end up staying up til 2 or 3 am when i can barely keep my eyes open other than that my brain is so not in sync with my body. my motivation only happens at night, but my body has to be running all day. the same thing happens when i'm having a conversation though. what i hear doesn't usually register in my brain until it's too late. by then i've pulled my most famous faux pas of putting my great big size 11 feet in my mouth. have you ever asked someone how things are going and they reply with "my mom's really sick right now" only for you to answer "that's good"? i have. my brain needs to be tweaked or something because not only does it take too long to hear things, it moves on before hearing them. i'll ask questions in a conversation and interrupt with a totally different subject before i've heard the full answer, afraid that i'll forget what i just thought of...although i should not have been thinking of anything else at all. so, in advance...or afterthought...i apologize to all who i so rudely converse with. it's not my fault...honest:)